Oh hello Youtube!
I was given the opportunity to host an episode of Challenge Accepted by The Smart Local recently, and decided to get my bae Nicole Chang Min onboard for a challenge! As you can probably tell, we have a tonne of chemistry and it translated to us having to do the rock paper scissors over 10 times because we kept choosing the same thing. We did not plan our outfits as well, and both showed up in headbands + monochromatic tops haha
A little more about how we met. I bumped into Nicole at a party and decided to approach her as she was alone. I recall her looking abit out of place and a little bored probably. Decided to just chat her up (in a non-pervertic way I hope) and introduced her to my friends. I think I was a little creepy and told her how much I enjoyed watching her Youtube videos, plus I thought she was very talented. She has her own "thing" you know. I like girls like that.
I have not been appearing in that many videos, and have been consciously shying away from them because.. hey your girl here has some insecurities as well. Nicole helps me relax and just chill out when I get nervous. One large part of my insecurities is attributed to the fact that I do not have the most marketable voice - which escalates in pitch when I get excited. As you can tell from the video above.... I get really excited 70% of the time. Sigh pie. I have been rather used to being behind the camera so being in front of it is pretty peculiar I must say.
Do click on the video and give it a thumbs up if you would like me to stay on Youtube for a little while longer. Frankly, it scares the shit out of me sometimes. I think Youtube is a scary place, and I turned down too many video collaborations because it is quite intimidating to me. So, be kind and go gentle on us <3 Also, let me know how you feel about me being on Youtube and all. I do value what you guys think, and welcome any form of constructive feedback if you have any to share!
Lots of love, Auds.
1 comment:
I absolutely love you being on YouTube!! You shouldn't feel as if you can't be in front of the camera just because of your pitchy voice, it's something unique and people shouldn't judge you for that! You're special in your own way and I'm sure lots of people appreciate you for who you are <3 Loving your photos and how you carry yourself out in videos! Have a blessed day xx And sorry for the random pop-up comment, I just love reading your posts! (:
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